WELCOME TO THIS ENGRAINED HEART!

The first thing I would like to say thank you to those people that follow my blog called My Deaf Mind. Because of you people that give me the courage and self-will to continue writing.

The remembrance said to me, “People who follow your writing even if your family and friends who some hide in the back and read your words and said, whoa, he is fantastically improving every day, oh, salute his words and his fantasy. Oh, such a grace, and such an imagination.”

I read what inside me, and I don’t know what it is, but feelings, yes, emotions. Hmm, I would have thought if people who follow My Deaf Mind have wondered, what was he thinking? Or what was happening in his inner world? Or such a lovely word, looking forward to more of his.

When I am by my words, riddle, it is, but hence, wait and patient, for it is this engrained heart that I sing with no reason, but a purpose, from my soul. People who follow My Deaf Mind will understand why this engrained heart, but if you are new to my words, I welcome you to my mysterious thoughts, and perhaps one day you would say, I see what you mean.

May my blog flourish like a nature that comes from the soul.

© Ismael Mansoor

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Intense and culturally accurate?

I don’t know what you might think,
But I will tell you what I think,
I don’t need your judgment, 
Because I know you are not perfect.

Yet if you are perfect,
Go and save the world, 
Hurry, please!
Oh, is my provoking words make you sensitive? 

If so,
I don’t know what to say
Should I say, sorry? 
Well, to be Deaf
Oftentimes that they are straightforward
Meaning I am straightforward
Because it is part of the Deaf Culture 
To be straightforward

Maybe I am wrong, 
But it is how I think,
Not to judge 
Is the most challenging we ever have, 

Hmm
Yeah, it is the most challenge we ever have, 
Not to judge
Oh, can you not be judged? 

Can I not be judged?
And how many times can the judge be judged? 
But the judge must be difficult because it does not help
Me nor you nor anyone else, but no judge meaning,

No point fingers nor split on the face 
Hmm, yes, it is
Hmm, how many times must I tell myself?
How many times must I,
Because the riddle might dance and praise itself,
No one can understand, 
But it is assumptive, right?
So, can I share other thoughts? 

The Invisibility:  Redemption is going to face Evil. But I won’t be helping him because it is my law to stay invisible.

Angel:  Then we will all witness him do it by himself

The Invisibility and Angel are watching invisibly.

Temptation:  Evil, it’s him! Go! Run! I will hold him off

There is a battle between Temptation and Redemption.

Temptation:  You keep away from Evil, you understand me? You keep away, please!

Redemption defeats Temptation very quickly with Redemption’s barely power.

Temptation whispers to himself:  I did everything I could

Redemption puts Temptation to sleep. And Redemption finds Evil very quickly. 

Redemption:  I found you, Evil. Your time has come to an end.

Evil:  Your last warning

Redemption:  I will do anything to put you to sleep.

Redemption vs Evil.

Evil:  Curse you!

Evil loses, and Redemption puts him to sleep.

That’s how my thoughts danced with me.

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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Pray for Others

Sadness:  It is me that makes others weaken themselves. Understanding, I am sorry, my friend. It is me that always makes others weaken their spirits, thinking it is the depression that makes them believe, believe that their life has no meaning to live or to be happy. Oh, I wish this depression with me, along with me, not the depression with others, not them, but me, yeah, just me. But should I put the hope in the Miracle to save others from me? Yes, protect the hope, and yes, protect the hope, oh, I repeat, protect the hope! May I put the hope in the Miracle coming to them with His honour in the truth. This way, I may rest myself, finally smiling, rest in peace. 

Prayer:  Then may I put you in my prayers, like this
Dear Almighty, the Miracle Creator  
You are Miraculous, and our Saviour!
You have heard Sadness, so, I pray 
You to save her soul
Oh dear, the Miracle Creator, save her soul 

Blah-Blah:  How is it possible for Him to heal Sadness? He only heals those who are devoted to Him. How could you think He would heal Sadness, knowing that she is not devoted to our Lord? How is it possible for you to pray for her?

Prayer:  My faith, and it is none of your business. 
I choose to pray who I want to pray for

Blah-Blah:  You knew Sadness, her action, yet you pretend that you don’t see the truth of Sadness. How could you pray for her for your faith, for your faith? I spoke everything with you, about life, itself, yet you think it is whatever thinking you saw in Sadness, oh shame on you! Shame on you! 

Prayer:  Then I pray for you

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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Shades of brown

Ye taught me the words of our Holy Creator
Deal with the knowledge and the simple
Goodwill to the self, smiling with the merry heart
Ye taught me the words of mind yet I try to calm it
They said what art thou? Deaf with big capital 
Or small capital deaf, oh they asked, what art thou?
I told them, I am deaf or Deaf since it’s the same word
Or doth thou have any difference? I sign DEAF 

Oh,
Let me tell you something about my memory
Something relate to above but different thoughts
Me bold with italic and others are bold

1.
What race are you? 

Brown.

No, I’m asking you, what race are you?

I am brown.

I know you are brown, but what race are you? I am a black woman.

I am an Earthman.

No, not that I meant. Are you Indian or Coloured?

I am an Earthman.

Well, you’re mad.

Well, are you black?

Yes.

Really?

Yes, I am.

Is your skin like this black?

No.

What is your skin looking like?

I’m black, a black woman.

Really?

Yes.

Let me ask you again, is your skin like this black?

No.

What is your skin looking like?

Well.

Is your skin this black?

No.

What is your skin looking like?

Dark brown.

Then you are not black.

2.

I know your skin is light brown.

I am white.

No, you are not like this white.

Well, still I am white.

Look at your skin, is it this white? Really?

It is tanned.

Well, it is light brown; you are not white, but a lighter brown that is part of the volume of brown.

I am red because blood is red!

Oh, well. Sigh.

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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A Song In My Head

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Let me sing song for you,
So now this is your song.

You can ask the Miracle Creator
To sing for you with His Miracle’s Tone
Because you know that there’s no harm to ask
Put it in your heart, I want you to feel
Alight? You ready? Yes, let’s get ready

I know that the world is full of sinners
Or that the world isn’t full of non-sinners
Or that the world is unpredictable
The days to the nights then back to the days
So that Man could one day sing for peace’s songs

Let Man sing song for peace,
So this will be Man’s song.

He can ask the Miracle Creator
To sing for peace with His Miracle’s Tone
Because he knows that there’s no harm to ask
He knows that the world is full of sinners
He knows that the world is unpredictable

Alight, he sings, alight, alight, alight
As the world could feel his heartbeat for peace
To say hi not goodbye and to say, amen
For knowing that the world isn’t full perfect
So he let himself singing for peace’s songs

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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So deep and connecting

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Your fantasy words thine mind
“He is our Holy Creator”
And it also words thine heart
“I am the Lord our Miracle Creator”

Your imagination pens thine heart
Thee art our Lord
But someone tell thee
Lord is a word that I won’t praise

There are lords whom people call
And there are kings among the world
Your fantasy told you like not words
That men or women have acted

Your imagination told you like
Let us eat the Miracle Creator’s breads
And also drink our Holy Creator’s water
Remember that we are always hungry

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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Present Will Wake

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Hope stands a firm body
She said, Present will set me free
But they said, Past will interfere
Hope prays, and they quieten
She said, I believe I was told
The tale of Sin’s journey
And other sins of the tales
And yet repetition’s more sinful tales
And the tales of long-ago
And the tales of no-time-at-all
Till Present rise and Past fell
Ensure Future to shine
The time of our Holy Creator
But they said, Past will catch up
Hope smiles and braves
Present will wake to find itself
In the time of opening space

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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Deep touching

Your love makes me rocket
Like a shooting star
Thine shining world save me
All love to thou

Let I to ye as love passions
Let thee to me as light shine
Let you and I go to the sky
Raise all that we believe

Love shine as we passion
May we stand bright
Like we through the wall
Brighter all our inner world

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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See he can dance

Have a look at our new SASL music video: “See he can dance.” This video contains music that Hearing people can also enjoy. Enjoy and drop a comment below!

Translation from South African Sign Language to English

See, see, see

He can dance

Whoa ,

Oh,

He can dance

Can, can, can

Oh, watch him, watch him, watch him

Oh whoa,

Oh whoa,

Oh,

See, see, see

Oh,

He can dance

Oh, see?

Oh,

Whoa,

Oh wow

Whoa

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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THE CIRCLE OF INVENTIVENESS – PART 5

What is going on with TV? Why is it blunts and then switch off and on? Who someone would have done it to toy with me? Well, thanks to a miracle that the TV comes back on, no more blunts and switch off. Hmm, I would like to have some biscuits, thought my head. Yummy, so lovely, so delicious. Oh you, Peace. Are you here to watch TV? Yeah, I thought so. Should I keep quiet like last time? Yes? I see. Enjoy watching TV what it offers. Sorry to interrupt your space-time, but I would like to say something since it’s thirty minutes, oh no words at all. Why are you here? Just watching TV or do you want me to say something even if you don’t speak? What would have I done if you stay quiet for as long as you need, but what about me? Why did you nod your head? Yes, I saw that you were nodding. Well, it’s another thirty minutes, no words at all. Why, Peace? Did you make a vow to silence your mouth? If you vow to silence your mouth, do you also vow to silence your hands? I know one of sign languages because Deaf is my friend. If he is here, I would welcome him to my heart, as I did to you and still do. What says you if I ask you to pronounce some words even if they are a few words. Just say it out of your hands. I know you can sign. Well, Peace, it has been one hour that we have not said anything, yes, no words at all. Would you agree with me if I say that you have been silent for two hours?

Provoke.

Oh, thanks Wisdom, for waking me up. Where is Peace?

He is not here.

Oh, yeah. What are you doing? Deaf? HOW-ARE-YOU? YOU WELL? GREAT.

I have something important to tell you.

About?

Well

–

You have kept our deal well. As I promise

Wisdom, it has been hours for you to return here with Provoke.

Provoke, can you go to this room over there? Thank you.

Marvellous, I have kept our deal, so should you do your part of our deal.

Be patient, Wisdom. Here a holy stone goes.

Thank you, Marvellous. Let’s go, Mr. Patience.

When I arrived in this room, it surely made me feel a true self, myself. What do you think of this room? It is old and ancient. No one knows this room but He gave me this room to look after. I have never left this room. Yes, I have not yet named this room, so should it be a good idea for me to call, this room?

Marvellous, I am sorry that my mind is not with you, because my mind scourges the Hypocrite. When I entered this room, my thoughts doom the Hypocrite’s infinity.

You have not changed, not one bit because you have kept your true self. However, do you know why you are here?

Yes, Wisdom told me everything.

You are a bond to him, do you know? Wisdom has kept you under him because without him you would not be this person you are today.

Whatever, don’t waste your time, Marvellous. Do the deal you had with Wisdom, you want me, right? You must hurry to do your part of Wisdom’s deal he had with you.

Well, Provoke. The deal I made with Wisdom was to see you with no further of the plan. I wanted to see you, in exchange, for my sake.

You are speaking like a riddle.

Well, Provoke. I ensure my words to make you understand because as long as you are understanding, you would not toy me with your words, but however, have you met the Hypocrite?

No, I have not.

Then why are you scourging the Hypocrite?

Because I am tired of the world that has taken parts of the Hypocrite.

Such as

Such as Charlatan, Sly, and many more.

Well, here is my deal I had with Wisdom, was to see you with no further of the plan, but I want you to take me with you for one month.

One month?

Yes, one month. I will inform Wisdom that my deal is to be with Provoke for one month.

Why, one month? Why not one day or one week?

Marvellous has to work and fulfill the duty she has from the order. Do you know Reduction?

Yes, I know him. He is full of nonsense.

Well, Reduction is deeming that he wants to end Deaf’s life.

What? He cannot do that. Because Deaf is my friend.

I heard that he stays with you until all is well and safe, right? Let me go with you for one month. You will learn a lot of things from my side, and who knows that Deaf will have lots of support from your side? Well, is it not your desire to support Deaf, is it?

I have always supported Deaf with all my soul because he is my faithful and quiet friend.

Then you tell Wisdom that Marvellous stays with you until one month is fulfilled. Is that good enough for you? Please remember that you do anything for Wisdom because he has done a lot for you, yes, really lots.

Well, I will do it. One month, only. Yes? Good.

Before we go to your house, let me tell you a bit about Charlatan who is staying with you, when he sees me, I want you to protect me from him.

Why should I protect you under my roof toward Charlatan?

I want you to protect me from Charlatan that being flirts with me. I have no desire to flirt with him. Please, Provoke, will you protect me from his flirtation? This is my deal I have made with you, protect me from Charlatan’s flirtation. I also heard that sometimes Sly visits Charlatan, so I can handle her lies because I can figure when she’s deceiving, but Charlatan, please will you do it for me, to protect me from his flirtation, yes, I repeat, will you protect me from Charlatan’s flirtation?

Okay, okay, okay, I hear you!

©️ Ismael Mansoor

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